i wish there was a book that was filled with the first impressions of every single person i’ve ever spoken to because i’d really like to just sit down and read what everyone thought of me
I love funny and bubbly Lottie, I love quiet and tired Lottie, I love you Lottie and nothing's gonna change that. You have to know that you're amazing and there's absolutely no need for you to be a certain way because you're perfect no matter what. I know what being suicidal is like,I attempted suicide almost a year ago and now I'm so happy it didn't work out because I would've missed so many things. It was a mistake that I don't want to to make. You deserve happiness, even if you don't know yet
Anonymousrdshngjfrmkerfnjerkgneekfr THESE MESSAGES ARE MAKING MY HEART SO HAPPY its so lovely to know that you still care even after i left for such a long time and it really does mean a lot to me, you always have been wonderful followers and your words mean a lot to me so thank you x
I hope you find happiness and remember that you never have to live up to our expectations of you. We all think you are amazing and when you feel down we would all come to your rescue, maybe not physically but we would try our best. It's ok to feel sad and it's ok to take time to try and work things out within yourself. Things will get better in time, I promise ♥
Anonymousyoure such a cutie!! thats lovely of you to say, and i know that now which is why i came back :) thank you x
oh my god i just read on this ask that you responded to with '' but i want to kill myself a lot and i dont particulary want to live how i am now'' like, this shocks me so much, i follow two of your blogs. And ive always ALWAYS thought of you as such a bubbly happy person who can turn everyones world from sad to happy, like sometimes i read about a problem or that you were sad but i didnt know it was that bad? I mean everyone feels sad sometimes, and thats okay. I just hope you know that you are
Anonymoussuch a wonderfull amazing person and youve definitely always brightened up my day with even just your blog. but your silly posts and i always thought god shed be the most amazing friend ever. Also youre really gorgeous and you deserve the best in life. I just wanted you to know that <3
this just made me cry thats super sweet of you to say…thats why i left this blog for so long in the first place, ive been really depressed and suicidal for like a year idk and i felt as though i had to live up to my followers expectations of always being happy and funny all the time and i just couldnt do it at that point in time so i left. thank you for this message though its really nice of you to take time to say something like this, youre a lovely individual and your kind words mean a lot x
from what you said I think you might have synesthesia! its like where your mind blends senses. like seeing people as colors, seeing numbers and letters as different colors, or being able to taste music or sounds. stuff that you have as a baby but most of the time you lose the ability to see/feel things like that when you grow up. it's a cool and very diverse ability. if you're interested there's a huge synnie family on here, just go in the synesthesia tag :) x
how interesting, i’ll make sure to check it out - thank you :-) xx
